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• assalamualaikum kawan kawan . :)
•  okayh . lets talk about my feeling now . some of my friend ckp . lately . mimi x jujur dgn diri sendiri . mimi asked them why ?? diaorg ckpp . mimi jew yg leh jwb and i can think of it by myself . hum . masa otw balik penang . mimi xtydo langsung . mimi berfikir je sepanjang perjalanan . yes . kata diaorg betoll . seriusly . its been lyke a hell and though month for me . but i still act cool like notthing happens . padahal . ya allah hati nie tuhan je yg taw . mimi xtahuu knapa mimi jd mcm ni . seriuslyy . its like mcm mimi xdak hati n perasaan . i cant even think about the condition of my heart . mimi xpkir langsung pasal hati ni . mimi biar je . dah malas nk amik port . cuz i know . when mimi pkir pasal tuhh . mimi akan sakitt hatii . sakit hati yg sangatt . so biar je lah kan . wat apa nk sakitkan diri sendirri . hum . just that mimi nak mimi yg dlu . yg ada perasaan . yg sensetif, yg kononya manjaa, kononya nk perhatian . i hate to be myself now . hated the condition . hated bla mimi wat endah x endah padahal hati ini nk menages . but i tried to stop . mimi dah byk pendam skrang . mayb sbb dia dah malas skrang . sbb selalu sgt hati tuh kna main . mcm dah xdak nilai dahh . just no point of crying kalu bnda tuh lg bwat kta sedih pdahal kita tahuu . dgn menanges la kita leh release my tension . tp entah laa . dah mlas nk nanges2 nie semua . hum . tp alhamdulillah . in these situation pun . i still can smile . i still can laugh . i still can enjoy my full of colour life .
• thanks for the buzy life gpms gaves me . it makes me so buzy . until i didnt think about it even once . thanks so much .

this picture tells everything :')

• to nuremiliawaty . my twins . sygg . sabar kayh . aku paham ang mia situation skrang . just go through life like normal with ur encik boyfie . about the rumors that ur own cousin spread it until satu family dah kecoh bagai nak rakk . ang buat bodoh sudah . lama2 diam la tuhh . at least u have supports from ur mom kan ? so nothings happen dear . pasal akak2 ang tuh . mmang laa . diaorg nk protect ang . ang kan adik diaa . walaupun bahasa yg agak kasar sedikit diaorg guna but still they are ur blood line sygg . dun worry if aku jumpa je cousin ang yg 3 ekoq G tuh ! aku teranjang depa laju laju nohh ! sbb aku dok taram lama dah kat depa nie . dri dlu . xsudah2 . dah lama xmkn penampaqq kott ! pantet ! jimbettt !! anything im here for u sygg . always here . muahh !!!