bnda jadi sebab ada hikmah :)

salam sayang syisyuk syisyuk mimi

hey . for my follower out there yg selalu baca my blog . firstly mimi nak soryy if my blog is kinda boring and my english is broken . yeah . mimi xdak la terror mna pun english . yet . i'll keep on trying to make my english better and better each day . and sorry if my entry in blog boring . seriusly . im so so soryy . i thought dah oke the way i wrote but still boring for some people . yeah . masa dgr tuh . dgr straight in front of my face . terasa tuh toksah ckap laa . mmang engat nak balik tuh nak delete blog . but bla dpkir balik . knapa nak delete ? kat mna lagi mimi nak bcerita kalu bukan kat blog mimi . yeah . if my traffics at my blog turn out  ZERO pun i'll still keep on writing . mimi bukan nak kumpul follower riban riban which is i know . mmang xkan jadi . mimi tules blog . sbb i thinks its a part of me . and sorry for those yg xsuka my blog . seriusly sorrry . hum 

as u guys know . in this week . im someones girlfriend . officially . yet after 4 days . he broke up with me . hum . mmang sgt terkejut dgn tindakan yg dia ambil . sumpah . when i read the text at our IM chat . air mata terus mengalir . jari terus kaku utk reply . tuhan je tahu apa rasa masa tuh . padahal itu hal kecik ja . hum . nak buad mcm mna kan ? xdak jodoh . Allah dah tentukan semuaa . i believe setiap benda yg jadi ada hikmah . mungkin allah buad semua nie . buad sesingkat ini . so that i wont hurt more in future . like im used to . btw thanks to u MR . for the 4 days time . :) and sorry if i cant make u happy with me . sgt sgt sorry . sorry if i buad u letih with my peragai . sory if mimi ada hurt ur feeling about being to honest . yeah . i think my honesty always make people doubt about me . that's my problem . seriously MR . im sorry . hope u happy with your life . doakan yg terbaek for you . and sorry . i didn't reply any of ur text . ur IMchat . ur mesej . mimi xsekuat tuh . and sorry . mimi xdpt nak bagi peluang kedua kat awk . sbb bnda yg awk buad nieh . buad mimi bfkir byk kali . sbb bnda sekecik ni pun awak xdpt settle xdpt handle . mcm mna dgn masa depan ? i know u gonna read this . so biar mimi explain kat sni ja . lagi senang . im so sorry . 

yeah . mimi rasa semua pun ada baca every of my status and wall . and seriusly ramai gila tkejut . ada yg terus call . terus bbm . terus IMchat . terus wallpost . terus msg . yg jumpa face to face tnya lagi . yeah . thanks sbb being so concern . thanks sbb care pasal mimi :) ramai yg tkejut . hum . mimi lagi tkejut kot . tp nak buad mcm mnaa xdak jodoh la sahabat sumaa . mimi pun xmintak semua nieh . btw thanks skali lagi cuz being so concern . :) u guys are the best :)

and sory emy . my twins . aku rasa hang sorang ja yg tahu pasal bnda nie . seriusly masa jadi suma ni . hang sorang ja dlm otak aku . aku nak call hang . siap wat SOS topup ag . but aku tpkir balik . hang ada kat penang . jumpa bf hang yg dah lama hang xjumpa . so aku paham . mesty rindu kawkaw punya . so aku xmau kacau . aku engat nak tunggu hang balik terengganu baru nak gtaw . and pagi sahur td . aku dpt msg pasal bnda yg jadi kat hang and bf hang . and aku call hang . but hang xangkat . seriusly aku risau weyh . aku kecian kat shaher . hope suma oke . just . be with him right now oke . go through this together and i will be here . for both of u as i always do . aku akan selalu back up hang . walaupun aku tpaksa gadoh dgn ur sisters or brothers emy . oke . iloveyouu . 

to family gpms . thanks sbb ajak mimi pergi karoeke . ajak p putrajaya jalan jalan . susah2 pusing satu kl sbb nak cari mcd drive truuu . ahhahaha . sbb mimi tension and my only cure is aicikeam . and korang suma tahu pasal bnda tuh . engat lagi dluu . hari hari korang belikan mimi aicikeam . sbb pujuk mimi yg suka gedik buad buad merajuk . heeee . hari hari cornetto kot ! seriusly rasa dsayangi . heee . syg korang !! and sorry . if masa iftar ( berbuka puasa ) mimi agak senyap . and mkan jaa . smpai abg roy tegur knapa mimi diam . sory abg . mimi tgh try grab mood masa tuh . and masa karoeke which is mimi refuse nak join awal2 sbb xdak mood . and mula2 xtahuu nak nyanyi lagu apa . seriusly mood xdak . but bla mimi choose ja lagu KESAL - ELLA . terus mood maii . yela . lepas badmood dgn lagu tuh . then bla abg eki plih lagu duet for both of us . MEMORI BERKASIH - ACHIK ft SITI NORDIANA . lagi superb . mood dah maii . and best gila duet dgn abg . lagu wajib kita kan abg eki :) then bawak jalan jauh2 pergi putrajaya and mkn aicikeam mcd sama sama early in the morning . masa tuh kui 4am dah kot . then sahur sama sama . really made my day . thanks family . and mimi akan sentiasa ingat ayat abg roy nie 

" xsyok bila tgk mimi xdak mood . sbb bla mimi tension . kami suma nak ekut tension . sbb mimi lah selama nie yg buad kami happy . slama nie mimi soranglah yg ceria and buad kami ceria " 

~ ayat nie bukan sebijik2 ayat abg roy laa . tp maksud dia mcm tuh lah xsalah mimi . and abg roy ada nk ckp sumthing kat mimi . but dia ckp nnty . bila kami berdua . jeng jeng . apakah . rahsia lah ! hee :)

so mimi pun xnak la merepek byk byk . sbb mimi taw . mesty ada yg xsuka baca . hum . and sorry id entry nie pun boring buad koranggg . and mimi promised kat korang . this is my last entry sedih ! lepas nieh xdak dah . mimi akan jadi mimi yg dlu :) CERIA . !!! im gonna be the most hyper sunshine :) heeeee . and beautiful rainbows too ! heeee

p/s : i have a perfect life . i have a great bloodline family . super supportive uncle, aunt and cousins . i have my twins . i hate SUPER A LOT of friends ! i have my gpms family . i have my accounting partners which is always there for me no matter what . i have double face friends but they still care for me . and i have a pretty charm cute smile to cover my pain . and i have a heart which is always broke but no worries . it's in a good hand . :) i just my life . my life teach me to face my future .